Showing posts from December, 2018

A Man in Island

Once upon a time, my female friend said, “Gak melulu cowo yang harus bilang suka duluan, sekarang jamannya cewe boleh nyatain duluan.” She then shared her experience who became the first in saying love. This insight successfully encouraged me to go to nearest post office, grab a postcard then write what I want to say to a man in island. Alright. A man in island. I think this is the time to let him know about how I feel after all this time. But, wait, is this what I want to do? Really? If he knows about my feeling, then what? What if he doesn’t feel the same? What if he gets plain and stop talking to me? I’m overthinking. Unhappy thoughts are dancing in my head. When writing, my hand freezes several times. It is a windy afternoon when I step out of the post office. My heart beats fast. Hesitance hits me again. I want him to know about how I feel, for sure. I want him to know that I’m always here whenever he needs. But, I’m also a bit worried if he actually doesn’t feel the same